Friday, December 17, 2010

Waiting...

Ok, so I'm already getting impatient! I want it to be January already! I had another negative test today, which I assumed. I had stopped taking my progesterone last night because I didnt think I would get a postive. I just want to get moving to the next cycle. I wont be trying this cycle, but I will have a CD3 ultrasound to check on my ovary and tube. I dont want to worry about the meds this cycle because I think I just need a break from the emotion before surgery and IVF.

Tonight I hung out with my sister at the kids basketball games. I sold my first headband! I can't wait for the games at the highschool because I think I will sell a lot more. There will be more people at those games. That will be after the new year. I have considered getting one of those jackets where you just open it up and your goods are displayed (like the guys that sell the stolen watches on movies) haha.

Earlier today after hanging out with the worlds greatest momma, I visited at my sisters house. She babysits in her home for a living. Right now she is watching two of my cousins that are babies. One is like 7 weeks old, his name is Jayce. He is very adorable and I got to give him his bottle today. The other is Logan who is like 11 months old. He is a miracle baby that give me more hope than anything right now. His momma has endometriosis too. They weren't sure if she would ever get preggo but it finally happened NATURALLY! While I dont have the patience they have, its still inspiring. He is also cute as can be! I was burping Jayce and he came over and started patting his back! It was adorable.

Wow its weird to think that this time next year I may just have a baby of my own. What will he/she look like? My life will be so different!! And my dr says 50% chance of twins, yea my life wil be DIFFERENT! lol I cant wait until my first ultrasound. It will be exciting to see how many babies are in there! Instead of counting eggs! haha

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