Here goes nothin!

So this is my first blog! I decided to do this after reading some friends' blogs. Seems like a great stress reliever!

Anyway today im super nervous about my dr appointments tomorrow. First I have an ultrasound. Its my cd11 follicle check. We are having the US early this cycle because last cycle i got my surge on cd12 and had to have an emergency IUI the next day. (on a sunday at that) What im praying for is my right ovary to have a dominant follicle. The last two cycles I have ovulated from my left side, which is the side with the possibly blocked tube. Also during my second surgery the dr had to free up my left ovary and tube from a bunch of scar tissue. So basically if my tube is blocked and I keep ovulating from my left side, I WONT get pregnant.

My second drs appointment is my HSG. For this they will fill my uterus with fluid and watch on a continuous x-ray to see if the dye flows through both tubes. Its a minor out patient procedure, but I may have bad cramps afterwards. This will give us some answers.

At my last appointment my RE brought up IVF. That makes me so nervous. Not because I think I will be octomom, because my clinic only transfers 2 embryos. But the reason it makes me so nervous is its like pulling out the BIG GUNS. If I do IVF and it fails, where does that leave me? I never thought this would be me. But we gotta do what it takes! I have some tough decisions to make over the next few days/weeks/months.

On a positive note, I have a massage and adjustment scheduled tomorrow afternoon at my chiropractor. Its like the best thing ever! lol But seriously Im needing it after all this stress.

Wow this is all just rambling, but like I said, this is my first blog ever!